So many don't know

When I arrived Dhaka back in March 2018 never dreamed what I'm doing right now. Sometimes I'm like I don't want to wake up because maybe my dreams will disappear and I'm going to be that kid again. 

Officially, I turned 16 this September, sweet 16! I don't know life will be this year. I used to think about the future a lot back then but nowadays I just think about the present not thinking about the future or the past. It's good in certain manner. But it comes with a bad habit. I realize one thing I forgot about past. Past is a life long teacher for us.  I just messed up my life because of this.

   August 22 just passing as a normal day until I received a call from my mentor, boss. I just could not believe myself. In the age of 16 (End of my 15s) I got a job called "ICT Coordinator". I'm like ok. I can do it. I overcome too much odd. Let's give a shot to see what happen. So,  I started my first official job. But something comes up with ego. I changed completely. Everything I do, it's messed up. I don't know why. But I do know I've to back to me. Not someone else.

*I don't know anyone reading this or not. It just for my soul purpose only. But I don't know why I published it as Public. Please don't mind if anything seems wrong or bad to you.