Meghla, My sister

Often people say, elder sister is second mother for brothers. I agreed with them.  When I was born she is exactly 1 year and 11 month old.

Good bye KGSHK

January 3,2013. A normal day for everyone but not for me. I went to a new school with my dad sharp 10:20 am. I've clearly remembered that day.

Blue Skies,Green Waters,Red Earth And My Favorite Movie

I used to see a movie every day. It's my hobby. But sometimes I found some excellent movie. Today I found such kind movie.
Blue skies, green water, red earth is movie acted by Dulquer Salmaan. He is a very talented actor. I used to see his movie again and again.
Nothing to say about this movie. Just an adventure movie where Kasi and Suni go for the ride from Kerala to Nagaland in search of Kasi's girlfriend. En route, they encounter different people who change their lives forever.

Check my favorite movie list: 

1. Bangalore Days (2014)

2. Kal Ho Na Ho

3. Life is beautiful

4. Wake up Sid

5. Blue Skies, Green Waters, Red Earth.

6.A walk to remember

7.Middle School-The Worst Years of My Life

8.Capture the Flag

9.Taare Zameen Par

10.Lakshya

11. Bela Seshe

12.3 Idiot 

13.English Vinglish

14.Nil Battey Sannata

15. Land Mine

16. October Sky 

And many more

Miss you girl 3

Last day, I chat with her. I asked her, "Do you love me?". She replied, "No!". So after all it's a one sided love story. Probably I'm unwanted person to her but she is not a unwanted girl 👧 to me. I always thought that I could convince her to change her mind. But I'm failed.
But one thing you should know about me girl. I'll never forget you, never ever!
-Tanzim-Al Islam
Kurigram

Miss You Girl 2

Last year, in Eid-Ul-Azha, She asked me for some "Mehedi" design for her hand. I browsed many designs but I'm confused. I'm asking to my mind, "Which design will suit for your princess?". After a couple of time I was fighting with me and at last, I can choose 5 from them. I sent those through Messenger and thinking that if she likes it or not!! almost 30 minutes later she sent a picture. I can't believe that she followed my design and sent me for review.
But this year she's not asking me for the design or anything else. I missed her a lot.
Miss you girl!

Miss you girl

Last year I've someone to share my every moment, every achievement, every failure things. I depend on her so much. I don't know how I feel so much for her. I don't even see her!! My sister introduced me to her, Everything was going well. But a storm came and destroyed everything we've left in our relationship. We've to sacrifice our relationship. May be she forgot the golden time we've passed. But I can't. She is my first love. I'll never forget her. When Eid came I missed her a lot. Every Ramadan I missed her. Even I visited her profile every day.I can't remove her phone number from my head.Abrar and Dhrubo tried to convince me to meet with her. But I can't. Some story has no good ending.It's one of them.

I miss her but can't back to the relationship because both of us know the reason.

Maybe she will never see the post but if she does she might know how much I love her.

Tanzim-Al Islam

Kurigram 

August 28.2017.

Tasin, my best friend forever 😍😍

December, 2004
Final exam result published and I successfully passed KG 1 with 1st place.
January,2005.
My father decided that I had to study again. Because I didn't admitted in KG 1.My mom is the teacher of the school so I just sat in the classroom for time pass. And I sat for exam for same purpose. So again I had to study again in KG 1. First day I meet with a boy. I never asked him his name. After that day I was absent from school 6 days. After 6 days later I start going school again. That day again that boy sat with me. After that day, already passed 11 years and 12 years are going on. That boy name is Abrar Arabi Islam Tasin. Time passed away. But our friendship never broken. In this 12 years we sat together at the same branch, same classes. He always fulfilled his duty. Sometimes I didn't make it. But he never left me. I really love this guy. And always do so until my last breath.

Subconscious Mind

Last day I had done a new thing.Can't believe I can make it.This thing realize me that I'm changed,fully changed. I don't know this change good for me or not but still I'm changing from my subconscious mind.Allah knows well what happen next.
Sometimes my conscious mind overruled by my Subconscious mind. When it's happened I feel like I don't know myself. But why??

Situation of A Programmer in A district named Kurigram

When will change the educational system of Bangladesh?if there any chance? I write code but not a single person can help me to improve it😕😕. If you have any problem in your code then you can't expect that you have a mentor who can help you. In Kurigram no one help you to learn programming!!! A teacher of Kurigram Polytechnic told me last year that it's not right time for learn programming. My question is if this is not the right time to learn then when will come the right time?😅😅 After University??
If government want to make the perfect digital Bangladesh they need to train the teachers first. Otherwise Vision 21 will prove as a biggest flop project in the history of Bangladesh

#vision21
#bangladesh
#education

Life gift me lots of illness with weakness 😕😕

When I was only 11 months child, I had a operation on my brain. Now I'm turn in 15.In this 15 years I think I went to hospital more than 50 times. Sometimes I think most common thing in my life is medicine. It's seems to me like my soul mate. Isn't it sound funny. But it's true. Life can change your daily routine even your habits. Sometimes it's happened but we realized it later. In my case few days ago I woke up at 9 or 10 in the morning. But now I woke up at 5! Even no one need me to help me to wake up early. With this I create a new habit,walking. I can't imagine how can I walked 4 miles without any tiredness. It's a simple things for somebody. But who knows me well they will never believe it. Even I can't believe I can make it. But unfortunately I make it. When I was walking in the morning today I'm not in my mind. Somewhere my mind was missing. I was thinking my past, present and future. Few days later contest will be held. Thinking about a girl, who stolen my mind by her talking habits. But she is now not mine. I asked myself that why I can't hate her? I know I am a teenager now. But I start thinking like a man. It's sounds like funny to me. In Kurigram I've no opportunity to get help from anyone for programming. It's prove that money or power are sometime useless.  Is there anyone like me?

Movies & Friday

I think I addicted to movies. I just loved it! My NSHPC will be held in 28th instant. This time I need to get myself ready but when I consented to my work, there are some stupid things thinking walked in my head 😴😴. I watched 4 movies today 😵😵I'm just like a bull shit

I publish my first tutorial on windows 10 Lock screen.Check This out!!

Bye Bye 2016 and Welcome 2017

Life is not a joke.Already 4 days passed away from 2017.In the last year I earned many think. But I lose a  big think.I lost myself in my heart.I never overcame this hurt.I don't know why people do this .
Now I want to live with my computer.Computer help me to reduce pain of my heart.